Indeterminate Substantial Precious Love, yet Transparent Such that light may pass through So Obscured by that which may lay behind Love, yet So easy to lose sight Visible only if you look Love, yet Is key Is integral Love, yet Over time With intent Grows The brighter upon its facets your gaze may shine The darker the background The more strain to see The dimmer the light upon it shone The dimmer for all it shines Love, yet When Out of sight Out of heart When Out of light Into dark Not a prism But a mirror Showing back to you that which you let it see Love, yet Can be broken only by to whom it's gifted Love, yet Can be lost only when already forgotten
Sharing fear and torment and laziness rugged vie Recyclable scape goats hunger for a sparkling laundered lie For our self deterministic failures roundly keen to share their wastrels bounty Asunder riven awry driven divided and deterred Of relatedness or autonomy no competence assured A stable genius landscape a picture of lament A soiree to usher leeward a peerless foul dement
Lodged in our thoughts where but shadows bloom, the endless awaits for a summer noon While an audacious mean to this meager mode though doleful mein bear wistful road Accomplished by stars sits wrent by cloud bereft in morass of dawn For a yawning wake in noontide an aside to reverent place But torn the days thither our heel whilst dapple the crease in space
In solitude and silence our consciousness creaks bearing the weight of the waiting. A weight on our psyche to breathe a breath unrestrained. A breath free from judgment, from vigilance, vice, and vicissitude. There is borne a breadth of constituency, debt or sustainment of a pledge to ourselves to be beholden to each other. But not of those who can claim the pledge of patronage to a peculiar pastiche whose era has but a century passed. Nothing new under the sun or above the ground, but plenty new between half and a baker's for all but what's buried can be as easily invisible. They wade among us these familiar foes of reason and of delight of declaiming reason as unreasonable and facts as factious. Towing their dark and putrid wake they slumber. Minds as closed as eyes of their victims. Ever leaning just off the edge of fidelity to their own accounting as all accounts swell into tsunamis they watch in the rear view.
Love in Stone:
Oh lamented cement is my heart; that which drinks the water of your presence.
The lifeless pulverized stone is brought about and lent breath by your deluge.
As the cement is given structure in bathing so my heart solidifies and strengthens bathed in your beauty.
So again is my love as such in your absence. The powder, so brought solid by moisture, cracks and dulls as it dries.
This waxen spirit mine burns calm and slow in your cool embrace, then melts and gutters as you disengage.
My heart, so emboldened and nurtured by your adjacency, is brought to ruin by your tragic distance. My vision throbs and wavers as my eyes ar
Living Lie
Alone, eight years old.
listening quietly to the rages of his parents
Their voices resounding
off the walls like the yellow ball he smashes
against the play structure at school.
He is a symbol of their love
for each other,
he tells himself,
though he can barely hear his thoughts
above them
in the other room.
He represents their devotion, their caring,
their understanding; the reason they stay together.
Doubts play
through his head, like so many seagulls
dancing in the wind.
Pirouetting around the gusts of justification.
The seagulls...
They swoop through his mind.
Leaving splotches in their wake
in their expec
We are battered by soliloquies of song and sonnet and psalm proselytizing, advocating, marketing fear as a commodity, amassing a supply that far exceeds demand proving only to devalue all emotion and delivered with fervor unmatched by whispered pleas for justice or reason. These profiteers and prophets feed on the stew of madness while brewing larger and stronger batches of hatred and xenophobia as a layer cake iced with nationalism, and seasoned with blood.
Offering tears of solace in one glass and the blood and wrath of vengeance in another they approach us as saviors, asking only for our consent to be saved from the bogeyman, the unknown,
And in this our world we spy
the words and images that make us who we are.
While gorging our minds with media
and news we don't notice reality
pass us by on golden wings
calling to us from afar.
So for this day this hour this minute we have a truth to tell the world that might listen,
may care,
could see, what would be
if our imagery could reflect the scope of our thoughts.
The clouds tell more than the sun
as it burns our days to dust and ruin,
etching its radiation into our souls
and coming out of us in each exhalation of air
to be eaten by plants and regurgitated into more fuel for the fires.
Into the self we must dive and h
So this at last is where we run to,
where we seek the peices that we've missed.
There's no where else that we know of, this is all we have left.
No where now but still running, fleeing the past and fearing the future.
The strip malls, department stores, and downtown centers please us
with distractions and feed us cheap chintzy hope for a capitalistic holiday and
an easy off oven cleaner.
The candies and gems that the salesmen show us are rotten or cracked
but taste or shine the same if we look the other way.
With car washes, psychiatrists, and plastic surgeons praying to the gods of commerce and showing us the way
to a $.50 scrub
Via cadillacs and suburus we travel
to the known beyond, yet,
with minds like traps and souls of ash, we draw the line of no return
between today
and tomorrow.
Still are the thoughts of the interrogative,
for they spin out their tales for no one
into the vacuum of independant media, and it is
absorbed by the great double-think machine of Washington,
and Hollywood,
and Disney.
And that is the way that we know what there is not
to know,
what there is left to know,
because what we see everyday is that which we have been told to know,
and that which has BEEN known
by others to be wrong.
So hail the interrogative and hail the th
Indeterminate Substantial Precious Love, yet Transparent Such that light may pass through So Obscured by that which may lay behind Love, yet So easy to lose sight Visible only if you look Love, yet Is key Is integral Love, yet Over time With intent Grows The brighter upon its facets your gaze may shine The darker the background The more strain to see The dimmer the light upon it shone The dimmer for all it shines Love, yet When Out of sight Out of heart When Out of light Into dark Not a prism But a mirror Showing back to you that which you let it see Love, yet Can be broken only by to whom it's gifted Love, yet Can be lost only when already forgotten
Sharing fear and torment and laziness rugged vie Recyclable scape goats hunger for a sparkling laundered lie For our self deterministic failures roundly keen to share their wastrels bounty Asunder riven awry driven divided and deterred Of relatedness or autonomy no competence assured A stable genius landscape a picture of lament A soiree to usher leeward a peerless foul dement
Lodged in our thoughts where but shadows bloom, the endless awaits for a summer noon While an audacious mean to this meager mode though doleful mein bear wistful road Accomplished by stars sits wrent by cloud bereft in morass of dawn For a yawning wake in noontide an aside to reverent place But torn the days thither our heel whilst dapple the crease in space
In solitude and silence our consciousness creaks bearing the weight of the waiting. A weight on our psyche to breathe a breath unrestrained. A breath free from judgment, from vigilance, vice, and vicissitude. There is borne a breadth of constituency, debt or sustainment of a pledge to ourselves to be beholden to each other. But not of those who can claim the pledge of patronage to a peculiar pastiche whose era has but a century passed. Nothing new under the sun or above the ground, but plenty new between half and a baker's for all but what's buried can be as easily invisible. They wade among us these familiar foes of reason and of delight of declaiming reason as unreasonable and facts as factious. Towing their dark and putrid wake they slumber. Minds as closed as eyes of their victims. Ever leaning just off the edge of fidelity to their own accounting as all accounts swell into tsunamis they watch in the rear view.
the watermark is over this image cause it's not my photo...I'm just in it
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